I had such plans for this pandemic, I would read, I would blog, I would podcast and I would be a beacon of hope in these trying times. I have managed very little reading, some recording but no editing and a swathe of self-loathing and feeling extremely overwhelmed for weeks at a time. It turns out when the apocalypse comes all I want to do is watch Netflix and Disney + and I have no brain for much else.   This has sucked. I have felt guilty, I have felt terrible and I have had no idea how to start again. So let’s put a pin in that because feeling…